Sonntag, 30. Mai 2010

Finding the right agency

So, I did it. I met with an agency. Thought that would be harder. I did some research on the internet and finally found an agency that seemed high-class and very professional to me. After sending them some pictures, they invited me to their office to get to know me. I must admit: I was pretty excited before I arrived there. There were so many thoughts in my head: Will it be a serious one? Will I have to talk to an actual "pimp"? Will they kidnap me and sell me into white slavery? In the end, it was all very casual. Actually, we were sitting in garden, in the sun, having a drink and talking business. I even felt quite comfortable, as if I was having something between a date, a coffee with a friend and a job interview. After what felt like hours of talking and sharing a lot of intimate details (Are your breasts natural? Would you do anal? How about having a threesome with two girls and a guy? Which I all answered with Yes :)), I even got kind of a contract. It took me some days to digest what had just happened. I somehow couldn't believe that I had really taken that step.

My "pimp" in spe explained me how we would move along from this meeting: First of all, he would have to find me a first "date". Preferably, a regular client he's familiar with and that would be the ideal volunteer for me. He also explained that a lot of his client were actually looking for that kind of experience, which means "being the first". It's funny, isn't? You're a whore but they treat you like a virgin. So, after some first "try-outs" I would have to decide if I want to keep on doing this. If I was escort material and had "talent", they would send me to Germany to meet with their photographer and do a professional shooting for the website. I already took a look at the other girls there and I have to say that it's all sexy but still very tasteful. My pimp also said the shooting costed 1000 EUR and I had to contribute 50% to it. THIS was the one thing that made me a little bit suspicious. I mean, why do I have to pay for the shooting? I'm not a regular in this business so I really don't know what to think about it. Anyway, we'll see. After the shooting my pictures would go online and then ... $$$ ... Well, actually my pimp explained to me that the summer time was always difficult with clients! WTF? Honestly said, I'm a bit pissed. Our meeting was over a week ago and still nothing. Not that I am too keen to throw myself on the next stranger and have sex with him for money but as long as I don't do it, I won't believe that this is really happening. Also, I haven't had sex for over a month now and it feels like forever. And though all this has been going so smooth I feel a little bit uneasy. I'm under the impression that something's not right. I mean how long do I have to wait until my first client comes along? And once I'm in the business will it be like this all the time?

1 Kommentar:

  1. Well, actually my pimp explained to me that the summer time was always difficult with clients!

    I actually agree with your pimp, for as far I can judge. The summer time is a difficult time for webcamming too. I have less than 50% of the amount of customers.

    Well you took the step. Seems like you have thought things over before hand.

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